Before I get started let me say that I have put this post off for a long while, not wanting to put down my proverbial pencil and stop writing. Now is the time to exit, if only temporarily.
As you all know I have been in school for almost 2 years now, not working and trying to put all of my energy into finishing this course in hopes of a better life for my family and I.
Here I am at the end of the tunnel and very close to exiting the darkness and stepping into the light. It has been a long road and my family has suffered financially because of it.
Just as I near the end when things should be looking up, they are not. The stress and financial burdens are at their highest right now. Just putting food on the table is a struggle.
Even though I have worked hard to try to keep this blog a happy place for me to write and you to visit, I think that the stress has spilled over into the content because I have steadily lost visitors over the past year.
Which tells me that I need to quit writing atleast until I have a better outlook. Because right now, it is pretty dim.
For those of you who follow and/or are subscribers, whether you comment on not, I want to apologize for this interruption. I will be back, I just cannot predict when that will be.
I just wanted to explain my absense from this blog before I lay down the pencil. So many times people will lay down their pencil leaving their readers with no explanation. One inparticular subscriber of mine has just stopped posting. She was sick at the time of her last post with nothing particularly life threatening. And at the same time she posted her last YouTube video. It has left me wondering if she’s ok. Did she just tire of writing or has something worse happened? No emails, no answers, just absense.
With that said, I won’t say good-by, but see you later. I will miss you and this blog. Right now it’s just too much for me to continue trying to show happiness when I cannot.
They say money can’t buy happiness. Maybe so, but the lack of it can sure put a damper on peace of mind.
So here I go, with huge regrets, clicking the submit button.